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11/11/2005 

It's Taking Me Away

Ever notice how sometimes when somebody says something or you hear/see something that your mind takes you back in time to a specific moment in your past and you kinda re-live the event briefly but intensely?

That sorta thing has happened to me several times in the last couple weeks. It started at school, when my research methods teacher said something about end of life studies and Hospice and all of a sudden I was transported back to last May, experiencing all the emotions and the terrible times that made up that stretch of weeks. It really put me in a bad/weird mood for a little bit there.

Just recently I got my hands on a previously non-existent matt good concert bootleg from 2003. While listening to it I vividly recalled my trip to Hamilton to see Matt for the first time in April of 2003 and all the events and emotions of that day.

Once upon a time I was writing a novel. Maybe I should start it back up again. After halo 2 game out and the disappointing storyline it contained compared to the other books I decided to write my own the way I thought it should be done. I have a prologue and first chapter done, though I had no idea what direction I was going to take the thing. Perhaps I'll post what I have some time or continue writing it over break or something.

Enough random psycho babble. I passed up going out tonight twice with two different sets of people, the later of which included girls, albeit young-ish ones but girls nonetheless. I don't know but lately I have no urge to go out late at night, get all bombed and feel lousy the next day, at least during the week anyways. Weekends, no problem. In any event, bring on Toronto.